LaVieve

I love this. :) (Taken with Instagram)

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 04:09:00 -0400

I love this. :) (Taken with Instagram)

This women is incredibly beautiful. :)

Fri, 17 Aug 2012 19:52:13 -0400

This women is incredibly beautiful. :)

anus: omg This looks like bliss.

Fri, 17 Aug 2012 19:47:26 -0400

anus:

omg

This looks like bliss.

theanimalblog: by Lukas Koscelniak

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 11:43:54 -0400

theanimalblog:

by Lukas Koscelniak

Thought.

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 15:30:35 -0400

No body knows my real past so why should I start talking about it now?

Hmmm. Might just park my escalator right here… Just wow. I...

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 22:30:03 -0400

Hmmm. Might just park my escalator right here… Just wow. I was so confused walking passed and I saw this. Haha (Taken with Instagram)

Being talked about behind my back makes me feel fucking great.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 18:06:11 -0400

Being talked about behind my back makes me feel fucking great.

Blah.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 17:07:01 -0400

I hate feeling like I’ve done something wrong and feeling like I’m just always in the way.

Photo

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 21:35:12 -0400

Photo

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 21:30:57 -0400

Photo

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 21:28:49 -0400

Days like today.

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 16:15:51 -0400

Sitting in the park staring vaguely at my magazine so many thoughts run through my head. About the past, present and future. I realize I haven’t really done that much with my life. I’ve given up on so many things and I’ve neglected myself for so long it’s hard to keep on going the way I am. Than I try and think of all the positives in my life. I have a father who loves me and would do anything to protect me. He is my rock my bestfriend and my daddy. I have a roof over my head, money in my bank and clothes on my back. I’m doing it 300 times better than most of the rest of the world. Than why the hell do I feel this way. Is it just another shitty day or is there something I’m missing? I miss the other half of me. She my bestfriend and she live 7 hours away from me I know it’s kinda lame to say this but she’s my zen she’s the other piece of my puzzle and my hero. I look up to her dearly. We are complete opposite but somehow it just works I don’t know how or why. It just does. I don’t have anyone else in this word who I can go up and and say I’m having the worst day possible can you help me. It’s just not possible. I know 7 hours isn’t that far away but it’s days like today where I just need to sit down and talk to her and vent which make it seem like she’s in another universe. We try and see eachother as much as we can and usually she comes and sees me because I’m trying to save as much as I can to move into my own house, so saving as much as I can means I can’t go and see her. Usually we only get to see eachother every 4 or 5 months but I got to see her 2 and a half months ago and it felt like nothing had changed. Sometimes I wish that life would just be easy for a couple of months or even a year so I can do what I want when I want and not have to worry about these obligations. The answer to my happiness today was sitting in the sun and reading and chatting to my bestfriend on the phone.
Vent done.